My First Blog Challenge

I've been hesitating for quite a while, whether to start taking the blog challenges or not. The reason I haven't started for so long is because I know it requires commitment to a certain extend and I know I neglect my blog sometimes. (SORRYYYY!) I spent an hour searching for blog challenges. Actually I was just giving myself excuses. XD I was still considering throughout the search. XD XD Including a few from Vivian's blog, I now have 22 challenges on the list, I think. I'm pretty sure I'm not going to be able to complete them all, so I'll just keep them and pick the preferred ones to try out. XP 

THIS, is my my first challenge. =D

Contented ♥

I felt love from my family, and him.. 

I feel contented. ♥

Forgotten Fairytales

Rambling Rant

Another boring boring day.. And pathetically I have to save it up for my revision as I'm sitting for my first paper for the semester on Thursday. I don't know what to say anymore.. I came here just to find someone to talk to.. More like a way to let out.. Blogging is something very contradicting, for me. I write as though I have a friend who listens who reads, though I'm not sure who are they.. Sometimes I imagine myself having a reader I totally don't know in real life.. Sheesh why does this sound like an imaginary friend. == However, blogging is public, it's like I'm letting the whole world read my blog, my secrets. So this is where the main point comes in, I have to filter my secrets. I only write 90% of them here.. Because there are things I'm not even allowed to think about, nor tell about..

I miss SOBA gatherings.. I miss chats with people who are really willing to accompany me sincerely.. I don't like to be ignored.. Fish I sound like an attention seeker now.. I don't know what I'm saying.. Obviously this post is another rambling rant. ==

RAWRRRRRR

Finally I finished watching the korean drama series, 成均馆绯闻. I like the storyline very much. =) Too bad I'm not in a good mood to blog about this series.. I'm currently following a Hong Kong drama series, 女拳.. Not bad, and I'm currently at the fourth episode. =)

These two days seem very long.. My progress is still slow.. I've washed my clothes. They're "up-to-date". == I've also finished doing whatever I can do for my portfolios. I kinda bored of the quiet hours.. I was so bored, so bored till I think about food all day. Stupid. == 

My phone has broken down.. I wanna know what happened to it.. Although the phone I'm using now is a lot more faster than the broken one.. I can neither watch the videos or see the photos in there coz the sizes of the memory cards are different.. 

Imagine if I stayed at home.. Things will be even worse than now.. I won't even touch my books.. 

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AHHHHHH -sigh-

I intended to let myself relax. And hence I put the whole drama to full screen. I thought I'd be able to enjoy it, or at least get my mind off the bore. Suddenly I realize, that I haven't been alone for quite a long while. Erm, more like I have nobody to talk to for hours.. For the past few hours I kept pushing myself to find something to do.. And yea I did. But now what I have to do left is to wash my clothes and study. Washing my clothes is a no-no now as I totally don't feel like sweating in the middle of the night.. I tried to study but I just can't get the words into my head.. I decided to let myself loaf for a night.. And start working harder tomorrow.. I just hope that I can get over tonight quickly.. I'm getting sick of this kind of quietness.. I miss life with sooyin at the hostel.. How I wish peizhen is here..

TOO BORED

Ah.. At least I've finished printing my portfolio stuff and I have only a few left to arrange.. I didn't have a good nap.. I slept with a very uneasy heartbeat rate.. I was awoken by the super duper great thunder RIGHT OUTSIDE my room window.. And then I just couldn't get back to sleep with that goddamn renovation knocks right beside my house.. 

I don't feel like playing games because something has gone wrong with my mouse.. My CityVille progress is slow and this is good in a way to push to towards my books.. I'm now merely loafing online while watching 成均馆绯闻.. I'm still bored.. Very very bored.. ><

Haih

虽然是不小心的.. 但现在被你说了还真的觉得很.. ><

Breaking Down

I finally broke down in the washroom.. And the worst thing is, it's no way near enough..

A Break Alone

Although I hate being alone.. Sometimes there's just no one that can really accompany me at the exact moment when I needed them.. Even my parents have their own problems and they didn't have to patience to listen to me tonight.. I'd rather stay quiet although I really hate this feeling.. Sorry for being emo.. I just need to find a way to distress for a moment..