31 October, 2010


I don't know how long did I stood in the rain actually.. I had a sudden urge of running back home.. To hide from everyone.. Not going out of the house to meet anyone.. Despite being afraid of the dark, I stood there watching the pitch black surrounding near my hostel. I wanted to stand there for hours, or maybe even more.. Sometimes I feel so alone.. Sometimes I feel that there's a gap between me and everyone else.. Sometimes no matter how I explained, they don't get what I'm trying to say.. Sometimes I feel so lost.. Sometimes I feel so scared that I wish I can disappear from the world for a day.. Just sometimes..

30 October, 2010



29 October, 2010

Missing SOBA

Dear SOBA, I miss you guys a lot.. I know life's been kinda shitty for almost every one of us. All the best for everyone and sigh.. I really miss you guys..

Another Sleepless Night

My eyes are dead tired yet I'm turning from side to side on my bed. The temperature's just nice, my pillows and blanket are so cuddly. Why can't I just close my eyes and slumber..

28 October, 2010

Sentences by Medical Sec.

These sentences are actually typed by Medical Secretaries in NHS Greater Glasgow.

1. The patient has no previous history of suicides.

2. Patient has left her white blood cells at another hospital.

3. Patient's medical history has been remarkably insignificant with only a 40 pound weight gain in the past three days.

4. She has no rigors or shaking chills, but her husband states she was very hot in bed last night.

5. Patient has chest pain if she lies on her left side for over a year.

6. On the second day the knee was better and on the third day it disappeared.

7. The patient is tearful and crying constantly. She also appears to be depressed.

8. The patient has been depressed since she began seeing me in 1993.

9. Discharge status: Alive, but without my permission.

10. Healthy appearing decrepit 69-year-old male, mentally alert, but forgetful.

11. Patient had waffles for breakfast and anorexia for lunch.

12. She is numb from her toes down.

13. While in ER, she was examined, x-rated and sent home.

14. The skin was moist and dry.

15. Occasional, constant infrequent headaches.

16. Rectal examination revealed a normal size thyroid.

17. Rectal examination revealed a normal size thyroid.

18. She stated that she had been constipated for most of her life until she got a divorce.

19. I saw your patient today, who is still under our care for physical therapy.

20. Both breasts are equal and reactive to light and accommodation.

21. Examination of genitalia reveals that he is circus sized.

22. The lab test indicated abnormal lover function.

23. Skin: Somewhat pale, but present.

24. The pelvic exam will be done later on the floor.

25. Large brown stool ambulating in the hall.

26. Patient has two teenage children, but no other abnormalities.

27. When she fainted, her eyes rolled around the room.

28. The patient was in his usual state of good health until his airplane ran out of fuel and crashed.

29. Between you and me, we ought to be able to get this lady pregnant.

30. She slipped on the ice and apparently her legs went in separate directions in early December.

31. Patient was seen in consultation by Dr. Smith, who felt we should sit on the abdomen and I agree.

32. The patient was to have a bowel resection. However, he took a job as a stock broker instead.

33. By the time he was admitted, his rapid heard had stopped, and he was feeling better.


27 October, 2010

How To Train Your Dragon

Bored from revision so I thought I might take a break to recommend an animation movie. Most people call them cartoons. Sigh.


I like dragons !!! XD I have this movie in lappy all the while but it took me quite a while before I watch it. Thought of sharing it suddenly. And it seems like this is the first movie (okay some might prefer to call it cartoon) I share here. XDDD

Basically the story is about a young boy, Hiccup who wants to become a dragon slayer (Viking) badly to gain his father and his tribe's acceptance. However no one seems to believe in his abilities. He's kinda smart but like what happen to most main characters, things never turn out smoothly for him. One day he shot down a Night Fury, an unseen dragon which the tribe refers to as a deadly threat. No one believed him of course. Instead of killing it, Hiccup befriended it and managed to tame it. Toothless, he named it. The young guy became the first dragon rider in the history. The tribe lost trust in him when they found out that Hiccup doesn't have the slightest intention to kill a dragon, despite being the heir to his father, the Viking chief. The climax of the story revolves around the tribe's attack to the dragon's nest, where they found the most frightening (and biggest) dragon they've never heard before. Well everyone almost got killed till Hiccup flew to save everyone. The fight between the humongous dragon and Hiccup (of course with Toothless) was fascinating, although Hiccup ended up losing his left foot in the final explosion. His father apologized and expressed his gratitude to Toothless for saving his son. As cliched as it can be, everyone lived happily ever after with the dragons. =)

My synopsis is not that detailed enough. I suck at writing summaries. Yet if anyone of you wants to watch something just for an entertainment, I suggest you can try it. XD


( P/S: Baby toothless is just a fanart. >< )

I'm Happy =)


So yeah I went to tesco. SO NICE. I bought butter and kaya but you know what, NO BREAD. Gardenia's out of stock. Whyyyyy. T^T But then I'm happy with the new mouse I bought. XD Hey I'm not kidding you know, TESCO BRAND'S MOUSE ACTUALLY WORKS. XD Ten bucks and I'm enjoying the clicks hahahaha. Conclusion, mission accomplished. =D Only the bread though. *shrug*

I enjoyed my dinner tonight. =) It's actually kinda fun. XD

26 October, 2010

A Neutral Update

Yes an hour's wasted on PN again today. What's more, there's another 2 hours' replacement tomorrow night. Sheesh. ==

I'm currently at episode 16 now. 5 episodes to go to finish this season. XD I got kinda addicted to it and I'm watching it every now and then. Another reason I'm so eager to finished the movies, series and videos in lappy is that I wanna clear out some space on my hard drives. I hardly have 25GB of space left in my Local Disk (C:). I know, freaking  occupied. >< I've scanned through a little bit and I notice the videos and music folders are the ones that are eating up the space. So the fastest way to clear is to filter these folders. So... Yeah.. XD

Anyway I'm still at 西游记. It was far more boring than what I expected. So.. Hypnotising. Sigh. But of course, that doesn't mean I can stop. Orz. I do hope I can go out within this week, I don't like to feel so cooped up in this place without appetizing food. Although my cash is kinda tight, but at least let me get something like bread or what to hang on for a few days. I seriously don't mind coz it's not like I can actually take the exact same fried rice here every single day.. Oh did I mention that my mouse is malfunctioning? Yea I thought it was due to the excessive torture from the zombies. >< Or maybe it really is. >< Anyway, I need a new mouse, and food, GOOD food. Good as in what I can eat happily. It doesn't have to be super restaurant dishes or what. And I do really miss eating ice desserts.. I miss them desperately.. Although I have trauma for 爱玉冰, I still miss it a great deal.. Not to mention that 杂果冰 in Ipoh, damn I haven't seen it for more than a year and I still can't seem to even get a lick of it. ==

I guess it's enough of letting out here. Should get a nice bath and carry on with my revision. Hope I can get something into my lazy head today. Oh and something random, my table lamp is FIXED. =D

Sleeping Cool

Sheesh I'm getting tired more and more easily these days.. However today I finally had a successful nap. Yes I'm using the word successful. XD Imagine a sleepy head struggling to get her nap every single evening but only got herself sweating like hell on her bed. It rained for quite a number of times today. I don't care even if it's just a slight drizzle but just gimme water from the sky and I'll be grateful seriously. Tonight's cooling, and I simply love this temperature. IT'S SO NICE TO SLEEP YA KNOW.

Okasama, please keep up with this nice weather? XD
Oyasumi nasai ~~ =P

25 October, 2010

Random Update

Just came back from dinner at the hostel's canteen. Other than the joyful chat with them, I guess it's just an ordinary meal, for the sake of giving my stomache something to digest. Sigh. I've managed to complete my revision for 文字. Next will be 西游记, another long long revision. I'm gonna try to make it short and fast, in order to move on to the literature part. I'm way behind schedule. ><

Facebook seems to be getting more and more.. Quiet. Boring in a way. Tomorrow will be the last day for class. Just an hour of PN, WHICH I STILL THINK IS A GREAT WASTE OF TIME. == Dear readers, I guess it's kinda obvious that I still don't really have the mood to blog. Statement proven correct from the messy organisation of my posts' contents. Sigh.

Ohya I haven't mentioned that I'm watching Avatar The Last Airbender. Anime version. =D I fail as a math student seriously. There are only four elements but I expected five books (five seasons) all the while hahahaha. I'm currently at the second book, each book has only 20 episodes. And anime episodes are short. So it's not gonna be long before I finish it. I'm getting more and more anxious for the third book hahahaha.

Okay, getting off now. =)

24 October, 2010

So Near, yet So Far

I can't believe my eyes.. I finally found you.. Your profile's private.. I can only see your likes and current location.. The only photo I can see is your profile picture.. You look so confident when compared to the last time we met.. Years.. It's been so many years.. You were so thin, but now you've grown a little bit more fleshy.. Fleshy but healthy and confident.. I looked at all your likes, you've changed so much.. I miss you so much but I just can't add you as a friend.. Memories come pouring into my head. All the happy moments we spent together.. I still remember them.. I miss everything.. They never left my mind.. They're carved in my head, not gone.. They're just buried and I still dig them out once in a while.. Almost every time, the reminiscence bring tears.. You have no idea how much I miss you, even now.. I don't think you remember me anymore.. So near.. Yet, so far..

21 October, 2010

Can't Think of a Title

Well I still don't have the mood to blog on anything. Neither am I motivated to actually get myself pumped for the exams. WHICH, is not a good sign at all.

My GERKO for this semester has finally ended and I guess I won't be touching my rackets till next year. XD However, (yeah we all know), the exams are just around the corner and it's earlier when compared to the last two semesters. OH WHERE OH WHERE HAS MY STUDY MOOD GONE ~ OH WHERE OH WHERE COULD IT BE ~~~

Blogging for the sake of blogging. Again.

12 October, 2010


生病一个人在房间真的有点辛苦。整个房间静静的。淑晶你快快回来啦.. 我很想念你在房间的时候咧.. 我要抱着一个大枕头睡睡.. 我要喝点甜甜的饮品.. 宿舍的白开水不好喝的.. 人家说生病的时候会更渴望有人在身边陪着.. 真的很想.. 睡不着.. 头有点重重的晕晕的.. 不要生病啦.. =(

I'm seriously surprised by the figures shown on the counters. I didn't know I have that many visitors..? ><  Thanks for reading my rant and crap. ><