Firework

KATY PERRY - FIREWORKS

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag

Drifting through the wind

Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin

Like a house of cards

One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel, already buried deep

Six feet under scream

But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you

Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show'em what you're worth

Make them go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colours burst

Make'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gonna leave'em falling down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space

You're original, cannot be replaced

If you only knew, what the future holds

After a hurricane, comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why, all the doors are closed

So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow

And when it's time you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show'em what you're worth

Make them go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colours burst

Make'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gonna leave'em falling down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

It's always been inside of you, you, you

And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show'em what you're worth

Make them go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colours burst

Make'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gonna leave'em going "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

I've never heard of this song before, not to mention that whether I know when it was released. Weiyun posted on SOBA's wall. Said it's one of her favourites and yea now I like it too. ^^ I love the lyrics, I find it kinda motivating. Pretty for those who are feeling down. :) 

Hahaha, the beginning of the song gave me a very good impression. XD I was like, yea I do, oh yeah I did feel so. XP And then the motivation part came in, I felt so much better almost immediately and I started humming along too hahaha. 

My favourite parts of the lyrics are "After a hurricane, comes a rainbow" and "Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed, so you could open one that leads you to the perfect road". =)

开始厌倦

真的有点开始厌倦了..

失眠

今晚应该是第四个晚上了吧..明明已经很累了，但还是整个人躺在床上，看着白色的天花板，睡不着。在这样失眠下去，就算不会生病也会变得憔悴啦..

回到家吃到家里煮的饭，真的很开心。一切都是那么的温馨。一整天在家里，就好象和以前没什么两样。偏偏到了晚上夜深人静，每个人都在忙着和周公下棋的时候，整个人就那样躺着，心想总觉得是少了些什么似的。家里的问题，又不是第一次了..但这次却越来越怕..以前也是这样害怕..这么担心..但现在却和以前有那么一点点的不一样了..面对压力和不开心事情的时候，我总会想起我的另一个避风港..习惯了那个温暖，所以时时刻刻都会想起，一直一直地想念..

早上还好..到了晚上..我不知道..好想麻痹自己，什么都不再想..我知道没有什么事情是解决不了的。但乐观了太久我也会觉得累..我也有想逃避的时候，我也有想停下来的时候..我很累..到底要等到什么时候才能不再那么辛苦..到底要熬多久才能不再那么头痛..到底还要撑多久..

她说

林俊杰 - 她说

作曲：林俊杰

作词：孙燕姿

她静悄悄的来过  她慢慢带走沉默   
只是最后的承诺  还是没有带走了寂寞   
我们爱得没有错  只是美丽的独秀太折磨   
她说无所谓   
只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑  烟火不会太完美   
回忆烧成灰  还是等不到结尾   
她曾说的无所谓   
我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑  不敢凋谢的花蕾   
雨也在跟随  放开刺痛的滋味   
今后不再怕甜蜜
我想只是害怕清醒

她静悄悄的来过  她慢慢带走沉默   
只是最后的承诺  还是没有带走了寂寞   
我们爱得没有错  只是美丽的独秀太折磨   
她说无所谓   
只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑  烟火不会太完美   
回忆烧成灰  还是等不到结尾   
她曾说的无所谓   
我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑  不敢凋谢的花蕾   
雨也在跟随  放开刺痛的滋味   
今后不再怕甜蜜   
我想只是害怕清醒

等不到天黑  烟火不会太完美   
回忆烧成灰  还是等不到结尾   
她曾说的无所谓   
我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑  不敢凋谢的花蕾   
雨也在跟随  放开刺痛的滋味   
今后不再怕甜蜜   
我想只是害怕清醒

不怕甜蜜   
我想只是害怕清醒 

听到这首歌的时候，屋外刚好在下着大雨

我抱着枕头，静静地看着荧幕不语

那晚的我累得泪了

也被“她说”感动了

下雨了..

宿舍下雨了呢..

Oh Look, Baby Pandas

Have I ever mentioned that I like pandas too? I don't think so coz I only remember mentioning dragons (Toothless only lah swt). XD And hell I never thought new born baby pandas can give me goosebumps? *shivers* 

Reminds me of rats.

Shorter than 15cm!

I don't know why but this reminds me of baby lizards ewwwww.

OMG.

Trying to let it stand?

Cleaning the baby.

I see the white fur yay ^^

Oh yes I see the black and white. =D

Red red go away~~ XD

OH MAH DARLING.

I just noticed something, is that his bolster? XD

Is that a smile? XD

Okay this looks like a mole.. ><

FINALLY MY FAVOURITE PANDA. <3

I feel terribly bored.. I dunno what to do and I just happen to see this link on Facebook so I thought I might wanna share it here too. Sheesh macam banyak sangat photo leh. ==

Oh I didn't find these on my own, it's from another blog.

What The Fun: 小熊猫的成长历程

A bit sien. ><

Should Start Studying..?

I slept soundly and happily last night, and woke up around 10.30am. XD Was watching GI Joe when I had my breakfast till I strayed off to the zombies again. Orz. So yeah I wasted some time there. I listened to Raymond Lam's (林峰) songs again and again. And the playlist is still playing. XP

I sorted out my MT1's notes last night. But I didn't even scan through. XD I know I need to start revision by now but I'm still lazy.. Sigh. I guess I'll start looking through the notes today. I think there's a need to revise MT1 because I totally don't know how to twist around with the double angles' part. I can still make it with the SPM syllabus but not the further ones.. So if I don't touch them, I'll practically die there.

And look what I found at Google again.

Where in the world did this old-fashioned thinking come from?

Who says women suck at math?

GENDER DISCRIMINATION. ==

5 Centimeters Per Second

I've finished this one-hour anime, "5 centimeters per second". =)

5 CENTIMETERS PER SECOND

The actual name of the name is"5 Centimeters Per Second: A Chain of Stories of their Distance". It is only an hour long, comprising three short episodes. Cherry Blossom, Cosmonaut, and 5 Centimeters Per Second. The story revolves around a guy named Takaki Tohno. He fell for a girl when they were still thirteen but the girl moved to another city due to her parents' jobs. They kept in touch by writing each other letters. At that time cell phones were still uncommon and emails were hard to get. Finally it was Tohno's turn to move to another town, which is even further from where the girl lives. Despite the long and snowy journey, he traveled by train to see her as he knows it will be impossible for the both of them to meet each other again. As they shared their first kiss, Tohno realized that it was impossible for the both of them to be together again.

The second episode is about Tohno at his new high school, and his classmate has a crush on him. She loves him badly but when she decides to confess her feelings, she realized that Tohno only treated her as a good friend. Tohno always gazed into somewhere far, somewhere unknown, and she knows she won't be able to give him what he really desires.

The last part reveals the lives of the three characters. Everyone moved on with their lives. Tohno was actually in a depression. It seemed like he couldn't let go of his first love, which finally made him quit his job. On the other hand, the girl moved on and is married to a man whom she loves. I personally like the ending when they walked pass each other at a railway when the cherry blossomed. Both turned around but a train cut their views. Tohno waited but when the train passed by, the girl is no longer standing there -- She moved on. That was when Tohno finally let go of the past.

I thought it was gonna be boring actually. Then I saw them writing letters.. I think of how they actually kept in touch that way. I used to write to my primary classmates too. The practice died when I got here.. And then the crush.. I had a five-year crush on someone when I was in high school. I doubt he knew it anyway hahaha. And then my boyfriend, I had a crush on him for erm, quite a while. XD I didn't expect anything to happen actually, eversince my previous crush. Hoped for nothing, wished for no changes. How we got together was seriously out of my expectations, and I'm happy to be with him. =) 

Another part about letting go of the past.. I understand that we should not be tied to our past and life goes on no matter what we do. But still.. I cannot let go.. The pain is still there, I can still feel it after so many years. It might have turned into a kind of trauma, but I'll still live with it. I believe I can cope with everything that is coming towards me.

I will be fine. =)

WHEEEEE XD

I had a very enjoyable date today. Although my McD lunch was kinda rush, I didn't get to watch "Adele: Rise of the Mummy", and I headed back to the hostel early before dinner, the whole day was pretty nice. =)

Dinner was soooooo bloating. And then back to the same problem, what to do tonight? Nothing much to do on Facebook actually. So I thought of watching the Korean version of 恶作剧之吻. I started yawning at the 10th minute. So I looked through my video list again. Wanted to watch Tekken but somehow I don't really feel like it. So I just randomly picked the movie at the top of the list --- "5 centimetres per second". I'm halfway through it now. Hope it's a nice anime. And.... I didn't know it was an anime. XP

Today's actually the first time he drove me out wheeee~ XD

PISSED

My chinese and english papers are finally over and I'm giving myself a break for a day or two. I didn't have anything to do on mind so I went on Google to surf for my pen name, Xienny.
AND LOOK WHAT I'VE FOUND.

WHAT THE HELL.

That is obviously my profile description I wrote on my bloggy. Look on the right side of the the page in case you haven't noticed it before. But then I just couldn't stop staring at the LINK and the TITLE OF THE LINK. OMG since when my blog has X-rated wedding night videos shit you !!! 

There are more and more blogwalkers these few weeks. I seriously hate them when they spam my chatbox. I still keep my chatbox coz I thought it might be easier for readers to comment if they don't really bother to comment at respective posts. But then they're getting worse darn it!

I have a sudden idea that this stupid linking thing has something to do with these blogwalkers. OMG I'm damn PISSED.