Sick Rant

WARNING: RANT AHEAD.
Why yes, I should be working at my dad's stall right now but I'm not. Ha. Ha. Orz. I guess you can agak agak know why. I'm STILL sick. Orz. I should feel better after a good night's rest and a pill of decogen last night but somehow it didnt really work. I still have a super runny nose, a damn heavy head and I'm still shivering.
After finishing all the kitchen work this morning, finally I can rest. But but but. Jumped outta bed coz I just remembered that today's the day, the results for my PISMP, whether I qualify or not. And what the hell, I AM qualified! What's more, to attend the interview, I'm asked to write pages of stuff.

PENGALAMAN & PERNYATAAN HASRAT
(Hendaklah ditulis dengan tulisan tangan calon sendiri)
1) Secara ringkas sila nyatakan:
a) Mengapa anda memilih profesion perguruan
b) Pengalaman anda dalam bidang keguruan
2) Sekiranya anda terpilih apakah yang dapat anda sumbangkan terhadap bidang keguruan?
*Jika ruang ini tidak mencukupi sila sambung di muka surat 2.

PENGALAMAN & PERNYATAAN HASRAT
1) Secara ringkas sila nyatakan:
a) Mengapa anda memilih bidang keguruan
b) Pengalaman anda berinteraksi dengan kanak-kanak atau remaja
2) Sekiranya anda terpilih menjadi guru apakah yang dapat anda sumbangkan?
*Jika ruang ini tidak mencukupi sila sambung di muka surat belakang.

Please dont ask me why. I know both look the same, but they put it that way.

I just made up my mind to drop matrics and take F6. I know its suicidal, and according to fei-ma it's really really really hard even for a bookworm. Orz. Grar. I didnt know I'll be qualified for the teaching course. Was thinking, NAH, WONT GET ONE LAH. JUST FOCUS STUDYING IN FORM 6. God, now what. I've to write tons of stuff and I'm really not prepared at all. NUUUUUUUUU.

DAMN I HATE GETTING SICK. I dont mind breaking my leg or something similar, as long as it doesnt affect my mind and bla bla bla. Now I'm feeling kinda terrible and darn, I'm gonna put this aside and get to it later after my sleep. Damnit.