Noisy..

I feel very very very very unhappy now. But I dont know how to say. I dont know what to do. Especially when everyone's busy doing their own work, I should be doing my work too now. But.. I dont know.. Guess I should stop whining and start doing my work now. I even had this sudden idiotic idea to lock myself in the room whole day today. Contradictorily I want to go out so badly with him.. I feel so stupid. My milo has turned cold and I haven't even had a sip of it.

Work lah work lah.

Maybe I should just keep my mouth shut.

I'm giving myself a last chance.
I wont ever ask again if it's a negative..